I was a little gluttonous in my childhood, and I was not as happy as girls at present who can make her dream come true only if she stands there without moving and cry out when she wants something, such as candies, Barbie and so on. Their rich parents would satisfy her immediately, while many times I just stand by with mouth watered, and at that time I was always lost in my thought to marry a man who is managing a department store, then I will eat anything sold in the store^_^.
When I was six, there was a boy named Lin in my companions, who looked like the famous children movie star Tongzi Pan, and he’s also the leader of us. We always played the game of Cat & Mouse or Play house after supper. Sometimes girls would wash themselves and do make-up by mum’s costume slinkingly, after that a girl of us would cover her head with red scarves, as bride in an old Chinese wedding, while a boy would pretend to be bridegroom with a stick in hand, ‘cause the bridegroom should uncover the red topping by using the stick in the final of an old Chinese wedding. Lin was selected as the bridegroom for he’s handsome, and I hope to be the bride very much, unfortunately, every time they selected a tall and slim girl. From then on, I hope one day Lin would take me as her bride, and uncover my red topping with the stick tied a beautiful flower……
In 16, I fell in love with a boy in my class secretly, who was handsome with a shine smile. I felt like embarrassment and blushed at the drop of a hat in front of him every time: I can’t help thinking if he liked me when he patted me gently sometime; I can’t help thinking if he appreciated me a lot when he invited me to make up Wall News; I can’t help thinking if he missed me the same as I did to him after separating for a long summer holiday. Then I dreamed we could enter the same university, and would not be separated forever, living a happy life as the Prince and Princess ending in the dairy book……
At my twenty-six, there was no one besides me. I have a decent job, living a simple life as in my schoolyard. Going about alone in the crowded city, I welcome every morning and say good bye to myself very night. At present, I’ve recognized that chops in Trust & Mast market were much cheaper than that in the special meat and vegetables market under the building; and I would like to buy some clothes when Guangzhou Grand show a lower discount; and I’ve learned to turn away someone with a tender smile but not hurt him straight-forwardly. Whenever a wedding car passes by, like the other standbys I also stoop to see through the window if the bride is beautiful. People like to say marriage is the tomb of love, while those who have never experienced are struggling to get married by themselves, although it is as tragic as a moth, flies to the fire unforced
I am still dreaming that I will be the lead role of a wedding one day, at that time I would be sitting in a beautiful wedding car, which will pass through the streets and lanes, leaving my single period far behind. The difference is that the man accompanied me is not those I dreamed in my novel any more, but an ordinary one while loves me from his heart.
Every girl in her mind should be a princess, and it’s not necessary to wear a crown, not necessary to wear a pile of crystal shoes, not necessary to have long beautiful hair, but it is necessary for her to take herself as a princess.
